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then I just gave up on work and I just listened to the music and Craig Owens’ voice. I instantly started uncontrollably crying. I don’t even know/understand what came over me. Everything has just been building up for so long and this week was the absolute breaking point. His voice was always just there for me every single time I unraveled and went back to cutting and burning last semester, it was always the thing that comforted me when I was completely alone and I felt like I couldn’t breathe and lost complete control. His voice calmed me down and and made me stop hurting myself. His voice was what was there for me and sang me to sleep as I silently cried myself to sleep at night, I would be so exhausted from crying but his was the last voice that I heard every single night, and he helped me cope with the nightmares and helped me get rid of them for the most part. 

Craig Owens gave me the hope and strength that I completely lost and desperately needed back in my life in order to turn everything around and begin fighting back to get back the life that I deserve. Thank you Craig Owens for everything that you’ve done for me, although you’ll never know it.